Tiada Esok Bagiku

Bad news people!! kene jugak buat phd tu sampai abbis. My wizarding professor have sent me a very angry owl... not a holler yet, but VERY close!! Jadi nampaknya terpaksalah jugak kite teruskan perjuangan ini. Good thing is, I must get this over and done with. Bad thing, I have absolutely NO idea camaner nak abbiskan.....berniat jugak di dalam hati biarlah raya tahun ni dah selesai everything to do with phd ni...no more worries and anguish. Siksa betul, especially bila dah balik dengan segala beban tugas kerjaya, keluarga. Histeris gue! Janji nk bagi the bulk next week. NEXT WEEK? mmg la cam tak waras jee kan, but I have to push my sorry a** jugak, si pemalas ni kan? Let's do it then! To infinity and beyond!!!!!

The Year of the Golden Pumbaa

A long holiday gone, tak de rase pun holiday. I was in front of the idiot box sampai nak migrain. why do I subject myself to such torture? Tak taulah eden...bosan kot, banyak khoje cam opot tapi idiot writer's bloc pulak, may b tak macam opot. Biasanya holidays kat Malaysia is always about people regrouping at home, so that also meant yang jalan akan sesak. i personally have a mixed feeling about traffic jam. On one hand, mmg la sakit every part of the body bila dikenangkan nak mengharung nye tuh...on the other hand, itulah tanda everyone of us is actually thinking about the same thing, to spend the holidays with the people we care about. So satu arah tujuan, at roughly the same time. does great minds think alike then? Apa pun it is still perlumbaan tetikus...be safe y'all

Laptop oh laptop

Baru tau frm my student, my laptop lepas CNY baru pulih dari demam virus. Hidup takde laptop sekarang ni dah macam pelik. Many of us guna laptop like some kind of extended nyawa, especially students lah, duit PTPTN la apa lagi...kan? Laptop lak kemain murah sekarang ni, compared to say 10 years ago. That time I remember, satu laptop siap ngan docking sekali tau baper adik-adik? RM10,000 maa! Sekarang 10 ribu dah boleh beli 8 laptop dah...OTT sikit. Anyway...my point really is about the interdependency ngan all things hi-tech ni. Dulu kita susah nk terima, but once dah terima dah rase tak boleh nak bercerai...cth cam hp la sekarang. Susahnya you commit your life to a machine... strange but that is how things are done now, ur responsibility in the hands of some entity... yang u can't see, feel, smell...On that note, good luck y'all

Lessons in Parenting

Splitting headache today. Dissapointed about a lot of things, in particular myself. Mmg lah tak de any manual on how to be an excellent parent kan? Selalunya semua trial and error, dan doa dan tawakkal. Must do a lot more of the latter twos, and hoped for the best. Kalau tak de masalah life ni pelik pulak, kiter g cari masalah sendiri. Bila ada masalah pulak, kalau banyak sangat takut tak mampu. D cni inginlah kiranya saya mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua yang telah hadir di dalam hidup saya memberi sokongan, terutama my immediate clan, my fwens, especially jugak to my husband, who had been quite a punching bag for me... I will try kurangkan the blow... someone said to me once, "life sucks n then u die"...not a nice thot. Semoga Allah merahmati perjuangan hidup kita umat Nabi Muhammad di mana jua anda berada....

Minggu ke 7

Ada lagi 15 minit before kelas commence. So saja jalan2 tgk jedi masters yang lain di alam siber. Chi Yan g naik mata-mata during the weekend, hmm that wd be fun... dh lame x g jalan 2 kat kl or sumwhere yg dekat...x actually tgk surroundings n appreciate it, kalau ikut that definition ambah hari2 tgk very nice views kat kebun die kat bawah sana tuh.. We should actually, tgk dan selami persekitaran, sementara masih ada that is. Saja bubuh gambo ct, mlm tadi tgk sikit that Genting do, tekejut tgk ct dh gemuk but happy... semangat gitu.. Other than that, cbuk nk siapkan exam question, finally switch off the laptop kul 12.30, bangun balik pukul 4.30, so I am understandably cranky today...Nothing clever to say today...in my mind, the sheeps are preparing to jump over the white picket fence.., must....hold....on....